Silver and Gold and Thee Presents ~*~Loneliness~*~

Loneliness surrounds me
Because of path's I chose to take.
How I wish I could go back,
And undo my mistakes.

Live my life over,
And know what I now know.
I wouldn't make the choices
That I made so long ago.

Instead I sit here alone
Without interest in things to do.
I cry out in the night,
I need reason's to pursue.

Loneliness is darkness around me,
Deeper and deeper into it I go,
Hurting in the deepest depth,
Silence is all there is to show.

I'd like to grasp the answers,
That would ease this loneliness,
And bring me back into the light,
So this darkness I could suppress.

Whispers tug at my mind,
Echoing from long ago,
Knocking at my mind's door,
Trying to let me know.

But foggy ink swirls round me,
As it travels through my mind.
I'm reaching for the light above,
Grasping for my lifeline.

I know that God is with me,
Cause He said He'd never leave.
Yet here I am lost in darkness,
As though I don't believe.

Melva
© 2007 November 09

This is dedicated to the
lonely, and the hurting.